A time of innocence, a time of confidences

I don’t deal with things

Emotionally I realized I literally don’t deal with crap, I keep putting it off and I go into denial about things so I don’t have to deal with them until later. Like going away to college I remember I refused to think about it and I was just enjoying the moment then at 5 am while we are driving there I’m actually asking myself “why am I having a panic attack? WHAT THE HEL AM I DOING?!?! When did I start going to college?!?”
Even when my grandpa died (like 6 years ago) I didn’t cry or grieve and it’s not like I wasn’t close with my grandpa, I was really close like seeing them at least every weekend close. Anyway I just saw a bunch of my grandparents friends from back in the day and I almost cried because I missed him
I’m not like trying to get sympathy here (I’ve been crying a lot lately for example I cried after watching a hallmark commercial, like what is my life right now) I need to learn to deal with things better and let it all out so it doesn’t bite me in the ass later
Lol maybe I’ll start tomorrow or the next day just not right now

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I need new boys. I can’t just keep going back to the old ones, no good comes from that. I need new people around me

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On the weekends when my friends feel the need to fall asleep no matter where they are.

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failing my calc ii final ahaha 

yolo

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Mr Bill Murray.

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